PhoenixDowner

Welcome to my carrd! My name is Phoenix, and I'm a writer who really loves cats. I have posted over 150 stories on AO3 ranging from 242 to 186,852 words in various fandoms, including Kingdom Hearts, The Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy, and Star Wars. I enjoy writing canon compliant stories drawing on existing settings, characters, and plot points, but I also love writing AUs based on fairy tales, folklore, and mythology.I also enjoy doing editing/beta work and proofreading as well as analyzing my favorite pieces of media. I occasionally translate game dialogue, developer interviews, and excerpts from game novelizations from Japanese to English for fun and incorporate my own translation notes and linguistic analysis.I have assisted four zines with Japanese to English and English to Japanese translations so that Japanese speaking contributors could join English language projects, and I have also been a writing moderator on three zines. My duties have included editing and proofreading 1500-2200 word stories for 7-12 writers per project. Thanks to my moderation work, I also have experience developing and organizing projects and managing groups of up to 60 people.For the past five years, I have also run SoKai Week and SoKai Day, which celebrate the pairing Sora/Kairi from Kingdom Hearts with a themed list of prompts that changes every year. Many thanks to everyone who has participated in and supported these events over the years.My latest project, which is co-run with ScoobySnack1107 and Hadai, is a cookbook zine with nearly 60 contributors and 33 recipes. Click on the buttons below to find out more about my work, projects, and past experience.

Events

EventShipDate
SoKai WeekSoKai2nd Week of July
SoKai DaySoKaiSeptember 17

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Writing Highlights

The Legend Of Zelda StoriesThe Silent Princess: The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom. Zelink. Angst, Romance, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Canon Compliant. 10,939 words.Summary: Zelda isn't quite sure why Link keeps coming back to her again and again and again. He has the Master Sword, what more does he want?
(The look in his eyes betrays him. It always does).
Much Ado About Marriage: The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom. Zelink. Angst, Romance, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Humor. Canon Compliant. 52,252 words.Summary: As Zelda and Link travel around Hyrule to meet with the Sages and strengthen Zelda's position as future ruler of Hyrule, Link keeps sneaking off for purposes unknown. And then there's the matter of Zelda's memories as a dragon that keep popping up more and more frequently and Link's strange nightmares he won't reveal the contents of...How's a couple supposed to carve out any time to themselves under such circumstances?Hang it all, maybe they should just get married already.The (Not So) Perfect Knight: The Legend of Zelda: Breath Of The Wild. Zelink. Missing Scene, Tsundere Zelda, Feelings Realization. Canon Compliant. 5,429 words.Summary: Link is perfect at everything and Zelda despises him for it. (No he isn’t and no she doesn’t).Or: Urbosa calls Zelda out on how she's treating Link and wonders if she has feelings for him. Much flustered denial ensues. Set pre-Calamity, starting before the Blades of the Yiga memory and covering its aftermath.What To Do With Peace: The Legend of Zelda: Breath Of The Wild. Zelink. Missing Scene, Romance, Fluff, Homecoming, Sharing a Bed, Cuddling, Snuggling. Canon Compliant. 3,905 words.Summary: In the wake of Calamity Ganon’s defeat, Princess Zelda and Link have spent the past several months traveling Hyrule and helping everyone rebuild their lives and settlements. But now they need a home base in order to continue their efforts, and Link has just the idea.He just didn't expect the princess to be this bold.Kingdom Hearts Romance StoriesThose Who Dreamed: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai, RokuNami, Terraqua. Angst, Romance, Friendship, Dark Sora, Trauma, Violence, Recovery, Rescue, Fluff, Healing, Hurt/Comfort. KH3 AU. 186,852 words.Summary: Sora is determined to save all the hearts connected to his, but no amount of determination can prepare him for the cost of taking on everyone's hurt.The Princess of Light: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Romance, Angst, Fluff, True Love. Fairy Tale AU. Based on The Light Princess by George MacDonald. 15,621 words.Summary: Princess Kairi is cursed to be without love when she is a baby. She grows up cold and without a heart to help her understand other people’s feelings, no matter how hard her parents try to help her. One day, however, she meets a mysterious prince from a faraway world, and he just might hold the key to breaking her curse.The Sky King: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai, RokuNami. Romance, Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Injury Recovery, Mutual Pining. Fairy Tale and Royalty AU. 15,127 words.Summary: Kairi finds a mysterious wounded stranger on her way home one evening. As she nurses him back to health, she can't shake the feeling she knows him somehow. Perhaps he holds the key to her identity and knows the reason she was found on Destiny Islands with a similar wound seven years ago.A Steady Wish: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Angst, Romance, Friendship, Memory Loss, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Flirting, Hurt/Comfort. KH4 AU. 25,046 words.Summary: Kairi arrives in Quadratum and reunites with Sora at long last. There's just one problem: he doesn't remember her. But there is more to love than memory, more to the heart than fleeting feeling, and a steady wish is all it might take to defy fate.Where I Belong: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Angst, Romance, Friendship, Fluff, Grief, Mourning, Hurt/Comfort. KH4 AU. 13,167 words.Summary: Kairi and Sora spend his final hours at Hercules' villa, trying to enjoy the time he has left while mourning the future they'll never have. After his disappearance, Kairi struggles to cope and throws herself into her training. But when she's sent on a mission with Donald and Goofy to investigate Olympus for clues, a run-in with the Lord of the Dead just might hold the key to finding Sora.Touch Hunger: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Angst, Romance, Friendship, Fluff, Touch Starvation, Hurt/Comfort, Cuddling, Snuggling. Canon Compliant. 3,705 words.Summary: After coming home, Sora isn't recovering like he's supposed to. Desperate for answers, Riku and Kairi take him to Aqua for help, and she draws on her experiences to figure out what's wrong.Transform: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Humor, Fluff, Romance, Transformation, Flirting, Teasing, Mutual Pining. Canon Compliant. 5,420 words.Summary: Donald, fed up with Sora forgetting to return his calls, decides to enact his revenge. Once Kairi gets involved, he realizes this just might be the perfect opportunity to give fate an extra push.Phantom Dreams: Kingdom Hearts. SoKai. Angst, Romance, Obsession, Mind Manipulation, Illusions, Soranort. KH3 AU. 3,505 words.Summary: Kairi was Sora’s final line of defense against Xehanort, the only one who could keep the darkness inside him at bay.That all changed once Xehanort figured out how to use her against him.Thanks for Waiting: Kingdom Hearts. RikuNami. Romance, Friendship, Angst, Fluff, Mutual Pining. Canon Compliant. 5,995 words.Summary: Riku and Naminé are an unlikely duo working towards a common goal: helping Sora. But as they spend more and more time together, they start to question if they’re doing the right thing. It’s easier to focus on that than on what might be happening between them. After all, a Nobody doesn’t have feelings of her own, and a human wouldn’t fall for a Nobody… right?Sir Roxas and the Lady of the Lake: Kingdom Hearts. RokuNami. Romance, Friendship, Angst, Fluff, Mutual Pining. Arthurian Legend AU. 2,104 words.Summary: Roxas stumbles upon an enchanted lake during his journeys and meets a most unusual woman.Brought to Life: Kingdom Hearts. RokuNami. Romance, Angst, Pining, Kissing. Pygmalion and Galatea AU. 3,048 words.Summary: Naminé is a master sculptor capable of making anything she puts her mind to. One fateful day, she outdoes herself in the form of a statue she feels strangely drawn to.Kingdom Hearts Gen StoriesStill Sora: Kingdom Hearts. Gen. Trinity Trio Friendship, implied SoKai. Missing Scene, Growing Up. Canon Compliant. 1,551 words.Summary: Sora's changed a lot during his year of sleep, and he needs time to come to terms with who he is now. Set right after he wakes up during KH2.Faith: Kingdom Hearts. Gen. Roxas and Ventus Friendship, Humor. Canon Compliant. 2,656 words.Summary: As Roxas wanders around Sora's heart, he runs into someone he didn't quite expect.Memories Returned: Kingdom Hearts. Gen. Wayfinder Trio Friendship, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Healing. Canon Compliant. 2,656 words.Summary: While searching for Sora in the Realm of Darkness, Ven's memories return. If he's to face the future, he must first deal with his past. But despite the hardships, his friends are with him every step of the way.Voice: Kingdom Hearts. Gen. Roxas and Sora Friendship, Angst, Character Study. KH3 AU. 1,019 words.Summary: The worst part about being stuck inside of Sora’s heart was that no one could hear Roxas anymore. Or so he thought.Waves: Kingdom Hearts. Gen. Sora and Aqua Friendship, Angst, Rescue. KH3 AU. 2,668 words.Summary: Sora wants to rescue Aqua, but it’s hard to help someone who doesn’t want to be saved.Star Wars StoriesSurvivors: Star Wars Jedi Fallen Order Series. Merrical. Romance, Mutual Pining, Fluff, Introspection, Canon Compliant. 3,569 words.Summary: Merrin can tell Cal wants to be with her, but he will have to reconcile his growing feelings for her with the teachings of the Jedi Order and all that has instilled in him.Final Fantasy VII StoriesSecret Wish: Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core. Cloti. Light Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining. Canon Compliant. 2,144 words.Summary: As Tifa helps Cloud down Mt. Nibel, he wishes their reunion were under different circumstances but longs to be close to her all the same.Flowers Always Blooming: Final Fantasy VII Rebirth. Zerith. Angst, Mutual Pining, Romance, Fluff, Banter, Flirting, Hurt/Comfort. Canon Compliant. 3,843 words.Summary: Aerith and Zack reunite at last. Her feelings are a muddle at first, but the more time she spends with him again, the more their true nature becomes crystal clear.Final Fantasy X StoriesWith the Dawn: Final Fantasy X. Tidus/Yuna. Angst, Romance, Grief, Mourning, Introspection. Canon Compliant. 1,158 words.Summary: Yuna reflects on how Tidus has impacted her life. Though she misses him terribly, her memories of him give her the strength to move forward one day, one hour, one moment at a time.The World Ends With You StoriesYou're You: The World Ends With You. Neshiki. Character Study, Introspection. Canon Compliant. 2,007 words.Summary: Shiki struggles with comparing herself to her best friend Eri and is shocked to realize Neku just might like the real Shiki beneath the mask.She just might like the real Neku beneath the mask, too.Trigun StoriesJust This Once: Trigun. Vash/Meryl. Scars, Blood, Injury, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Indirect Kiss. Canon Compliant. 2,342 words.Summary: Vash patches himself up after a fight and Meryl offers to help. In spite of vowing to never become romantically involved with anyone, he finds himself drawn to her all the same.Set post season 1 of Trigun Stampede, but draws elements from Trimax as well as the 1998 anime to inform some worldbuilding elements and Vash's motivations.Special SeriesCamelot AU: A collection of stories about the Kingdom Hearts characters reimagined in Arthurian Legend. SoKai and RikuNami are the pairings so far.Scars: A collection of stories about Sora and Kairi coming to terms with each other's physical and emotional scars.SoKai Family AU: A collection of stories about Sora and Kairi and their future family.Zine Fics: A collection of the stories I have written for zines.

Current Zines

Zine TitleThemeFandomRoleShipYear
Two Sides Volume 2CookbookKingdom HeartsMod (organization, writing/beta reading, proofreading, Japanese translations, recipe tester, recipe conversions) and WriterSoKai and RokuNami2022-current

Upcoming Zines
(as of 9/24/2024)

Zine TitleThemeFandomRoleShipYear
RokuNami Zine Volume 2WeddingKingdom HeartsModRokuNami2025
Two Sides Volume 3Fairy TaleKingdom HeartsModSoKai and RokuNamiTBA
Naminé Zine Volume 2Thank NaminéKingdom HeartsModGen2026

Past Zines

Zine TitleFandomRoleShipYear
Two Sides Volume 1Kingdom HeartsWriter and Japanese translationsSoKai and RokuNami2018-2020
Kairi Zine Volume 1Kingdom HeartsGuest WriterGen2019-2020
Roxas ZineKingdom HeartsWriterGen2019-2020
Sora ZineKingdom HeartsGuest WriterGen2019-2021
Memory of Promises ZineKingdom HeartsWriterRikuNami and Replinami2019-2021
Sweet Spirits ZineKingdom HeartsWriterGen2020-2023
Final Mix ZineKingdom HeartsWriterGen2020-2021
Naminé Zine Volume 1Kingdom HeartsGuest WriterGen2020-2021
SoKai ZineKingdom HeartsWriting Mod and Guest WriterSoKai2020-2021
Aerith ZineFinal Fantasy VIIWriterGen2021-2022
RokuNami Zine Volume 1Kingdom HeartsMod (writing/beta reading, proofreading, Japanese translations) and Guest WriterRokuNami2021-2023
Neshiki ZineThe World Ends With YouWriter and Japanese translationsNeshiki2022-2023